In the closet:
I wasn’t sure what had tipped the balance.
Was it the realisation that men were a constant source of disappointment to me and that none of them had ever kept their promises? Was it because I’d become addicted to watching videos of famous YouTubers like Hannah Hart or Gaby and Allison?
Or that I’d slept with my closest female friend and couldn’t stop thinking about her?
Probably all of the above if I was honest.
Yet, how did I explain all the men?
All I knew, was that it was like a light had suddenly come on inside my brain.
I’d be in the closet for so long, denying myself or perhaps, not fully aware of it, that I wasn’t quite sure what to do next. I just knew that I needed to step out into the light because I was totally into girls and I wanted to do things with my friend that I’d never wanted to do with anyone else.