I needed to get it out of my system.
But I was also very afraid of what would appear on the paper before me.
I wasn’t sure I wanted the monsters that lurked in my mind to become a reality.
Tentatively I reached for one of the pencils. My hand hovered for a second, trying to decide which colour I would choose.
Black. It was always black. The darkness was still there.
I wondered if I would ever use colour again.