CaptureYour365 Photo Prompt: January 28 2017

Fortune:

Good fortune was coming my way according to the last two omikuji, the Japanese paper fortunes from shrines and temples, that I had drawn. 

My question was: when the fuck was that going to happen? 

I had recently learned that a new year meant fucking dick-all when you still had to deal with arseholes who screwed you over the year before. 

Believe me, I didn’t want to remember what had happened but no matter how much I drank, nothing could obliterate the memory of having a dick forced inside me when I had tried to say no. 

So yeah, this great fortune… I don’t think I believed in it anymore. It hadn’t done a fucking thing for me so far and I was someone who kept trying to believe in good even after I’d been knocked down time and time again. 

I think it was time to call bullshit. 

And I think it was also time for me to make my own fortune. 

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