CaptureYour365 Photo Prompt: January 12 2017

Icy Bokeh:

I groaned and rolled over in my bed. I didn’t want to sit up just yet because I knew the spinning would get worse. My thumping head was bad enough but then what did I expect after drinking so much.

Flashes of the night came back to me like icy bokeh images. Lights. Faces. Snippets of conversation. 

Why did I do this to myself? 

Every single night since Jed had left. 

Well if you could call it leaving. 

Leaving implied you were going somewhere else but with death you didn’t really go anywhere else did you?

You simply ceased to exist. 

I wondered if perhaps I was already dead too; figuratively at least. I didn’t have much left to go on with… or for. 

Maybe tonight would be the last. 


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