One was for when I was feeling troubled and couldn’t decide between two things; the other was for when I needed peace and quiet.
Last year I had spent most of my time looking out from the window drinking cheap coffee from one of the restaurants.
This year I found myself in the park.
But it was different. I didn’t need peace and quiet and I didn’t need or want to think.
I just wanted to be. I just wanted to contemplate being, right here, right now.
I’d finally found what I needed.
And, I had to admit, it was what I had wanted all along too and I hadn’t even realised it.