Before I before… Day 200 baby! WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
200. Extreme Makeover:
It happened after every big event in my life; I would suddenly decide I needed a new haircut. The last time it had happened, I’d found myself in the bathroom with newspaper spread on the floor cutting my own hair with scissors I’d bought from the $1 shop. This time was different though.
Not only did I need and indeed want, a new haircut, I also thought I deserved to go crazy and buy some extreme outfits. I was thinking bondage. Something that made me look and indeed feel the complete opposite of how I suddenly felt.
What did women like this wear? More importantly, did that mean I was becoming that sort of woman? God, I hoped not.
Please God, I prayed. Let me be okay. Let everything be okay.