It’s time…

To finally hang up my shoes so to speak.

I remember having the same feeling just before I quit running and suddenly I’m facing the same thing. It’s time.

I’m retiring and removing myself from the party/social scene here in Hiroshima. That doesn’t mean I’m going to become a social recluse, it just means that I suddenly feel other stuff is more important to me. And someone is more important to me than my partying.

Yep, I’m no longer the same person I was and everything I believed has suddenly become untrue. That’s scary and a little unsettling. My panic attack this morning was about a feeling I’m very much uncomfortable with and one that isn’t familiar to me. It took me completely by surprise and I knew that it’s time.

So with that thought in mind, it’s time to say thank you for letting me get it out of my system and damn, I’ve reached that age. Sigh.

 

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