What I’d like to dream about tonight: 5 minute topic
I sometimes find that being alone with my thoughts is one of the most terrifying experiences in my life. My own mind both fascinates me and scares the shit out of me. As someone with very deep emotions that I can equally hide and express, I’m a walking contradiction.
To dream of something I want is difficult to do because it’s out of my control. But, if I had to choose something, it would be illicit, involve sex and be forbidden in some way. I’d like for once to have a sexual dream where I didn’t wake up at the critical moment (you know what I’m talking about!) and end up extremely frustrated for the rest of the day.
Dreaming or fantasizing is a luxury I can afford to do because it’s a way of living out a desire without actually having to act upon it. But then again, it’s not as much fun…